"i have this idea of this lifestyle that i wish i was living, and i feel like all of these ridiculous shallow things are gonna get me closer to that lifestyle like having a boyfriend, playing guitar, going to concerts, getting a belly-button ring, sitting on the steps at st. marks place eating okonomiyaki, taking dance classes, maybe that's just who i want to be but don't have the time or energy to be that person right now. once i get back from college, i will be that person and i will be an actress and have the most amazing david-like actor boyfriend and the most amazing david-like gay best friend..."
for the record, david is a character/actor from the compleat works of william shakespeare, abridged who i had a supahcrush on immediately post-watching.
am i that person? medium. or maybe? i don't know. maybe i should have had loftier goals. a job, an apartment, a future. nah, the belly button ring has really helped shape my identity.
also, this is one of the less lame entries from that blog. ha. what a trip.
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